My Superstar

My mommy always said to me,

What will happen when I go? 

And I said to her, 

We'll be fine. 

We love each other.

But we love you more. 

My sister is my Superstar. 

I talk about everyone. 

And anyone. 

But i never talk about her. 

She's epic. 

As a child ....

I looked up-to her.

I loved her.

I hated her. 

I wanted to be her. 

And 

I wanted to be anything but her. 

She had it all

Looks

Humor

Love

Intelligence. 

But she didn't see that.

 

Ever....

I did. 

All I wanted to be was my sister. 

And I ended up being anything but that.   

When she laughs,

The world laughs with her 

Really laughs with her.

She goes red in the face,

Sometimes she even shed a few tears. 

She taught me love

She taught me....

Undying love

Asking nothing in return

Just 

Pure

Love

And then life happened

We grew up

We went our separate ways

Yet

Still tied so closely together......

When Mommy went,

I had such weird notions in my head 

I was the protector.

I was the strong one.

I was the saviour. 

And yet she saved me 

She protected me 

She loved me

My mommy is smiling

Her daughters are together

Every family is f**ked up

But

Her daughters

Are together

Always

And 

Forever